Thursday, April 23, 2009

Dare to fly, Little Dandelion!

It was Hong Tak's previous visit to Galway. Due to excessive boredom from too much of studying, he suggested 'out of the blue' that we watch an episode of Doraemon (the blue, round, earless robotic cat, pictured below) on the internet. I believe many of us had at least read the Doraemon comic or watched the cartoon once in our lifetime, during childhood.
















(Doraemon {{fairuse}} ©[http://www.fujiko-pro.co.jp/ Fujiko-Pro], [http://www.shogakukan.co.jp/ Shogakukan] and [http://www.tv-asahi.co.jp/ TV Asahi].)

I have to admit that have i watched quite a great deal of Doraemon cartoons and comic. However, i could hardly recall vividly, any of the stories depicted (poor memory..LOL) .... except for a story i read in one of the comics during my primary school period. It was about the story of Nobita following the life of a dandelion.

Hmm.... the synopsis of the story goes like this:


One fine day, Nobita and Doraemon was cleaning up the room. Nobita spotted a plant (the dandelion) growing inside his empty glass aquarium. He planned to throw the plant away but was stopped by Doraemon... Anyway, Doraemon, as usual, introduced a very cool piece of tool to Nobita, and thus he was able to 'interact' with and 'befriended' the dandelion. Nobita became propective and curious about the plant, observing it day by day, until the day it evolved into a beautiful, flower head covered with many 'baby' parachutes.

Then the time came when the wind came blowing and the 'babies' took flight with the strong wind, spinning courageously in the air, leaving their 'beloved mother' behind, to pursue their destiny while exploring the world around them. The first gush of wind brought all of the baby dandelions away, except for one tiny little 'baby', very attached and very reluctant to leave its mother.

"I'm afraid!!! I don't want to leave you, mother! I want to stay here with you..." the young dandelion cried.

"Don't be afraid, my dear child. You have to be strong, you have to be brave. You should join your brothers and sisters. Look! They are all flying happily in the air, exploring the beautiful world."

"But I don't want to leave you, I feel safe here. I'm afraid to go away all by myself!", the young one protested.


"My dear child, before I settled here, I was once young like you. I join my brothers and sisters, we left our mother (your grandmother) beside the train station, we flew bravely in the air, and then we parted and took our own journey. I went to many different place, i saw the most beautiful sights on earth....and at night, when it was cold and lonely, I would settle down and rest on top of the roof, accompanied by the bright, beautiful 'Grandma Moon'. Then for my final destination, I settled in a glass aquarium in Nobita's room. And now i am happy to have you here."

"Wow.... mother, your experience was really exciting. After listening to your story, I am not afraid anymore! When the next gush of wind comes, I will be brave and take flight, to explore the beautiful world outside!" exclaimed the young one.

Within seconds, another gush of strong wind came by, the young da
ndelion spunned gracefully in the sky, happily bidding farewell to its mother....

Of course, Nobita followed the whole process of the dandelion's life. He then summed up enough courage to join the Big bully Giant and and smug boy (Shinyu) in a baseball game which he is always afraid to join.


-The End-


Anyone interested in watching the animation of the story? Click on the link below:
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/j9-ZFgZz-_w/

The retold story may not be 100% accurate, but that is the gist i think is valuable to share. I find this story, simple, yet deeply inspiring and touching. It unfolded many lessons and facts of life.

I could still remember back in the time where i first settled down at Taylor's College Subang Jaya, i was very reluctant and afraid to leave my coccoon. Furthermore, to leave the accountancy course in matriculation and pursue medicine in KL was an abrupt decision i made on the day i left. I cried, i was unsure of the future, i felt helpless.

Mummy and daddy called to check if i was settling well. I could not recall the exact conversation but there was a sentence which still rings in my head, everytime i feel afraid (even until now). Mummy said, "Li Liang, i know you are a very strong girl and you will be OK. We (everyone at home) will always be here for you."

Until now, her words still come back to me, when the going gets tough. That is how i motivate and reassure myself when i feel afraid at this foreign land. I think in a way, it has evolved into an inner motto i constantly have in my mind when things get really challenging. I think daddy and mummy has done a great deal to provide a very secure base for us all, independent and strong enough to pursue the challenges in our life, yet having a very safe haven to turn to when we needed the extra support. Thank you :)

I have not really discussed much about the lessons i learnt from the story i shared above. Perhaps my dear readers, would you reflect and ponder what the little plant in the story has taught us all?


Friday, February 27, 2009

The Five Love Languages

I was told by a friend last week, that the expression of love, or known as the 'love languages' comes in 5 different forms..it may differ for every individual in terms of preference of using and receiving the type of love language.. i was curious and started to look for more clues with regards to this matter, and i found these:

Words of affirmation
Quality time
Receiving gifts
Acts of Service
Physical Touch

Those listed above are the five major types of love languages.
I think the headings are pretty much self-explanatory. I know, they may seem very 'cliche', but common things being common, common things are often neglected and taken for granted.

In my opinion, for every relationship, it takes a combination of all of them to ensure an effective communication. It is actually easy to achieve all of the above, what we need is just a little bit more of mindfulness and empathy towards the people who we care about. Hence, as different independent beings as we are, it is not impossible if the other person prefers a different type of love language as us... should we pay more attention to their needs?

Or do we just express our care using the language that we are comfortable using and expect that the other party would somehow be a 'psychic' and feel it?

Sunday, January 4, 2009

悄悄地,他走了。。。

他走了。

在12月31日的那个下午,他放下了一切,离开我们,离开这充满喜怒哀乐的世界。

阿公,希望你现在过得较好。我会努力,做个有用的人,尽力照顾家里的每个人。

Friday, November 14, 2008

Feeling lonely?

The feeling of loneliness strikes each and everyone of us every now and then. Is it true that if you are all by yourself, you are lonely?

Frequently, some people may feel lonely even when they are surrounded by many people; and to be frank, sometimes i feel even more lonely when there are people around me, as compared to when i am all by myself.

I have always thought about the fact that, we come to this world alone, and we are going to leave this world alone. No matter how much we enjoy company of those whom we love (or vice versa), they are not going to be there for us, forever. Hence, i think it is absolutely important to be independent and self-sufficient in every way.

All of us, had been 'alone' all this while, and yet, sometimes we do not feel 'lonely'. Perhaps, it is the state of mind that controls an individual's perception of 'loneliness'.

The next time you feel 'lonely', maybe just ask yourself, maybe it's just the feeling of 'emptiness' rather than 'loneliness'. As a suggestion, when that feeling comes, maybe it is good to just do things for 'me' or 'myself', do things that you genuinely enjoy, or just purely focus on the 'good' things that had happened to you. You may realise that, 'Hey, actually i am not that lonely!'

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Chicken Soup for My Soul - Part 2

Sorry for the delay.... i have been very busy with paediatrics posting lately... fifth year is really a demanding time where we need to cover various new subspecialties.

Ok, continue with my observation about the changes i noticed last summer, when i was back in Tangkak.

The second person i would like to talk about is grandpa, (ah gong).

As a child, i have never really sit down and spoke to him, however i could only remember tagging along with him when he goes out for his coffee breaks with his gang...years go by and now i am 23, ah gong is 81, ah gong is not feeling well, extremely thin, compared to last year, before i leave for Galway for the first time. I could still remember the day when i was back in Tangkak (June 2008), I could not stand but cry seeing him in pain, he was relatively fit, strong, and well nourished last year, before i left; after a year, he was frail, weak, helpless...

Things can go bad, really bad...there is no running away from morbid sickness...I could see him suffer, but there is just so little thing that i could do to ease his pain. To see his condition deteriorate day-by-day really eats me inside.

"Liang, I'm really very happy that you all (us, his grandchildren n children) are here to fetch me up and down for treatment...also thank you for spending time having breakfast with me, i really don't know how to cope if you guys are not around..." that was one of the best thing i've heard from him, when i almost leaving for Ireland.

I could also remember the feeling of the hug he gave me in Assunta Hospital, when he thought that he may never see me again...

I hope he is doing well now...I would really want to go for breakfast with him again next year summer...

The mornings i spent with him for breakfast, all those memories, are being kept safely in my 'Treasure Chest of Fond memories'. :)

May you be well and happy...

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Chicken Soup for My Soul

Time to leave some trail of thoughts in this humble little space...before my restless mind forgets the good things and lessons i learnt earlier...

The number of posts on this blog is not that high, but in actual fact, its a sanctuary i've created for myself (perhaps also for my dearest daddy, mommy, sisters and brother, wherever they will be). When i first started this blog, i told myself, i want to make this blog a very happy, positive blog. A place where i can feel good visiting, whether i am writing up new posts, or i am just merely reading them when my spirits go low...

Being in Tangkak for almost 3 months, i went through another journey of 'self-rediscovery' (i call it self-rediscovery because i think everyone experiences this many many times in their lives, conciously or subconciously)...as well as those who are closest to me...

First of all, i observed a lot of changes, to the young and old ones around me...

Grandma has certainly mellowed down alot..she doesn't nag so much anymore, she laughs much more easily, but of course tears well up pretty fast in her eyes too if something touches her heart. Still, the strong type A personality in her (the same thing i see in Daddy) is still observable when she talks and does her stuffs. Full of passion and competitive spirit, part of the reason that drives me going when i think of them ;)

-----To be continued------

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

不要放弃!

我不想放弃,可是我真的很害怕。
我不想放弃,可是我开始感觉累了。
我不想放弃,因为我不想在以后有所遗憾。

怎么办?如果你是我,你会怎么做呢?